March 2009
316 posts
“And so it is, just like you said it would be. Life goes easy on me, most of the...”
– Damien Rice, The Blower’s Daughter.
Accomplishment, 2.
Today I did the following:
1. I unsubcribed my PlanetRomeo account because they were giving out free porn. I am weak, and I do not want to fall into the pool of lust again. Therefore, I deleted my account.
2. I deleted all the porn I had. No need for an explanation.
I feel a sense of incomprehensible freedom.
Sunday, 5.42pm.
We are human, made in a glorious mix of love, fear and of lust. The mortal skin proves our downfall. Who was I, but a standing face in the many places. My faded skin, milky and temporary, shadowed by the greed and sin of others. They creep behind me, ever nearing to take me us one of them — the jaded, the lost, the hopeless.
You never let them win. In your own fears, clothed in nothing, you...
I want a love that will last.
You’re on the other side of the phone, and the silence is all that speaks to us. For once, the silence is beautiful. I don’t have to say a thing, and yet you already know what is on my mind. Your fingers run through my hair and down my back as your breath rolls down my neck.
Lonliness was a thing from yesterday. Tomorrow, in your arms.
9:46 a.m.
havent-got-a-prayer:
I got accepted into the Californian college that I applied to. I am still trying to wrap my mind around this. ”Excitement” is an understatement.
Congrats Mike! Here’s wishing you all the very best!
Reasons I think I might like you:
havent-got-a-prayer:
-I get excited when I think about your face; the kind of excited that leaves me wishing I could indulge in you just a little deeper.
-I feel good inside whenever I get the slightest bit of attention from you.
-Whenever I hear people talk about how lovely you are I either want to point out how painfully obvious their statement was, or else I want to hit them in the face.
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An entry that is about being happy.
Over the last week or so, I met a guy named Hayden. Well that’s one of his three names at least. I’m happy. I haven’t been this happy since…a long time ago. We met under unlikely circumstances, but the last few days have been a swirl. It’s nice to know that my heart is able to beat a little faster when I get a ring on my phone and it’s his name on the display. I...
(Playing: Both Sides Now - Jodi Mitchell)
Rows...
Shrines
rentedsurroundings:
havent-got-a-prayer:
Tell me something I don’t know. Write words on my heart; words of silver and sentences of gold. If my ears remain open, I could become the richest man alive. So fill up my pouch, darling. If I could take every moment of you in, surely I would die quite happy. I wish to unravel your mysteries and let my fingers explore all of your sacred places....
I believe we all have powers. It may not include...
Forty winks, give me more.
I’m moving up to my bedroom for some sleep. It’s been a pleasant day, and I forsee a crazy Wednesday and Thursday coming.
And hey, you’re going to be fine.
Best of everything, with love. x
playtunes:
Adele - “Make You Feel My Love”...
Being together.
I’m scared. I’m joyously scared. Because I have had you, and for the last few days, nothing mattered, but you. You, and the time I’ve had with you. It was beautiful, much like you. When I close my eyes, I see you. Behind the close lids, I see a face illuminating in hope, in truth. I hope this never ends. So maybe I’m scared. Maybe you’re scared. Hey, who isn’t?...
Nessun Dorma
“Nobody shall sleep!… Nobody shall sleep! Even you, o Princess, in your cold room, watch the stars, that tremble with love and with hope. But my secret is hidden within me, my name no one shall know… No!…No!… On your mouth I will tell it when the light shines. And my kiss will dissolve the silence that makes you mine!… (No one will know his name and...
Dry your eyes, it's a new day. If you have the...
Right now,
I am in a state of procrastination. I have to get my head back down to earth. I had a great dinner, but now it’s time to take my eyes off Ripley’s Believe Or Not, and onto my presentation.
